!omgzxzxz help

went to jean yip to cut my hair and it's horrible . they cut not straight , i will never go jean yip to cut again . the next day , my itchy hands go cut my fringe , cutted into bangs and this time , is 10000 times worse . my fringe is fooking short now and it looks like i use a bowl to cut it . gosh ! T.T
don't dare to go out with this disgusting hair . not only my hair disgusting , my skin also. like kena disfigured like that . rashes on my skin for more than 2 weeks , and it's not healing !? even though i took meds and went to doctor twice .
the rashes are getting redder and bigger.. omg idk what to do . i looked at the mirror and feel like crying sial . look so fugly.
but the lucky thing is , the rashes didn't grow on my leg or hands , only a lil , so still can go out hahahas . but overall , i still look like a monster !